Waking up, can't breathe
Stayed up too late and smoked too many
Or is it just anxiety?
Contemplating what others think of me
Constantly comparing
Me to everyone else around
Around me
Lying down, what a joke
First thing I do is get up and smoke
Wondering where did my pride go?
Oh yeah, I lost that long ago.
Because I'm tired of forever feeling
Consumed by apathy
About almost everything
Except that which concerns me
Constantly comparing
Me to everyone else around
Around me
I never said I want to die
I just said I hate that I'm
Anxious about going to sleep
Waking up to more anxiety
I never said I want to die
I just said I hate that I
Feel like there's no place left to run
So I'll go dread sleep and waking up
credits
from Out the Window,
released December 21, 2018
Music and lyrics written by Joel McAda
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