When Trying to Swallow Guilt

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My lyrics are too personal
My melodies, predictable
I'm not good enough at this
To justify doing it forever
Because I still live at home
While all my peers are on their own
Making names for themselves
Growing up, getting it together

I'm sorry, Mom and Dad
I know you had hopes and plans for me
I know I threw them all away
I know I brought you so much shame


from Out the Window, released December 21, 2018
Music and lyrics written by Joel McAda

Produced by Kieran Krebs at Overcast Recordings in Austin, TX


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